The end.

2009.07.22 Wednesday
This shall be my last post.
If you ever see this, :)



It was my intention for this to happen.

Look at us,

You're older and had leave to chase your dreams

I'm younger and had to stay.

We're gonna be separated, but it distance wasn't the main reason.

You should fly and discover what's there, not get tied down by someone far away.

I'm really selfish to only care about my own feelings, because you hadn't described to me yours. I assumed all along.

Imagine swimming in a sea of assumptions over the distance, am i suppose to assume that the direction i'm taking is right?

You had chose to ignore and destroyed the slightest bit of basic friendship we could have kept. I shall not push either. Let's just be strangers then.

I thought we could still be friends, at least. At least still be tied together by our emotional support and not anchored down by the name of 'you're my b/gf'

Certainly I should have explained. Its too late now.

I've hurt you, i cant believe i did.

Till now I'm not sure if this is the best option for us both,
I certainly felt sad and hurt

This is reality. Time to swallow it no matter how bitter, and get on with life.

I hope, if...
future does give us another chance
for the love in our hearts to last through the years and,
be back together when the distance ends.

I'll leave a spot for you, until the day when someone who can be better than you comes around.

Until that day.

Those memories will never fade away
Same goes for the love we had.

Pass the past

2009.07.12 Sunday


I want to walk backwards.




:)

2009.07.10 Friday


HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINDA

Had Pizza Hut @ Kovan.
1A04




.

2009.07.05 Sunday
Everything you said,
I hadn't forgotten

so i shall do what you've said
to start getting used to your absence

if that's for the benefit of us both
if that could make me feel less suffered on the day I see you off
if that could save me every single bit of regret

if that is what i think you were trying to get across..
I lied i wasn't crying over the phone

But it will never happen again.
These tears aren't God's. They change nothing.

雨の中

2009.07.02 Thursday


There are always bright clouds in the rain,



Just like buddies who are always there to brighten up my life no matter how tough life gets. 


いつもありがとう！

Last Day

2009.06.29 Monday

BLUE
Acrylic on canvas
3' x 4'
101.6cm x 72.6cm
By: Ong Linette

Finally had it done! Submitted to NAPA campus for the UOB painting thing today with Emma, Sarah, Nadia and Eber.
Oh man I was so afraid that Ms Kwa will not be satisfied...

Seriously spent a lot of time on it. Now I have to rush my holiday homework when holidays are over. Sighh!

Holidays aren't long enough. So much left undone.
Well, time to and study hard!

Love A Riddle

2009.06.24 Wednesday
 
When I saw your sad lips 
forming the words "good bye"
I begged you to stay 
with my painfully tight embrace
Even though I'm laughing by your side like this
you don't yet know that I love you
Please realize these feelings that I can't find words for...
I stopped the flow of time and waited,
searching for you, my one and only
and now those forgotten moments 
are starting to flow on once again
Even though love is full of agitation
people still live on by cuddling side by side
having met each other 
on this star floating in the sky...
When I end up talking to somebody 
it's because I fear that our love is coming to an end
That's why every moment we spend together
is like a priceless treasure
Having you all for myself shouldn't be possible
but I still get anxious when you get too nice to others
This daily growing need to own you completely 
is so hard to bear...
Because I can say that it's special,
because lies and such are no more needed
I can now look at my surging emotions without pretending
That day I thought I had decided 
that if all I get is agitation
I definitely don't want to fall in love ever again.
But nevertheless, we ended up meeting each other
We couldn't even make a promise when we parted
and now I can't sleep at night because I'm so lonely
Oh please tell me what your true feelings are...
I stopped the flow of time and waited,
searching for you, my one and only
and now those forgotten moments are starting to flow on once again
Agitation definately wasn't all that I got
Here we are, looking at the future together
It's all because we met each other on this wide wide sky...

Cruel angel's thesis

2009.06.21 Sunday
A cancer patient
sits on her bed
stares blankly at the walls of her room

waiting for the day to come
Knowing that there's nothing she can do
to escape the cruel destiny.



At least now,
she has something to hold on to
something that she knows its real



Something she'll have to learn how to let go when the day comes.


1461

2009.06.14 Sunday
To my one of my bestie:

4 years had passed us in a blink of an eye.
A bumpy train ride that had passed many cities and villages,
`A day after my birthday
`5 months 10 days into the calender
Dancing arrows flying past us
Soon things came to an abrupt end.
Till now I still had no idea why things turned out the way it did.

Guess its meant to be this way.
The snow never stopped falling,
my first kiss was stolen
the line ends out of the blue

stupid as it may seemed;
The little tunnel that I hid in and cried,
the starry night sky that I ignored that night...
I gave too much way to my tears,
just like how grilled salmon tasted to you

Those drawings that used to be on my walls
sketched in pencil, smeared a little here and there
ended up torned in the wastepaper bin

Those pictures I've been trying hard to recover
never got back
Yet I could see your face as clearly as i wanted to
You're always there for everyone.

It was the most innocent days of my life,
my first and most innocent love
although things didn't last very long
Gold doesn't last, do they?

4 years made us grow in different ways.
A better person for you,
me too; the hard way.
I can't wait for the nightmare before Christmas

I didn't regret a single bit,
thank you for being such a wonderful
ex/
studying buddy/
brother/
punchbag/
piano-teacher/
mac-eating buddy/
chocolate soulmate/
movie-buddy/
arcade-buddy/
in my life.
I prefer the present :)
Cheers to 'yo'
...


Chinny!ove

2009.06.11 Thursday


2 little critters, 3 years old, 4ever cuddling together during their naps.

Once, when notti-boi (beige) was stucked outside the window pane, Charco (black) ran to mummy's room and woke her up by rattling plastic bags on the floor. Notty-boi was saved :)

They do everything together; eating, drinking, sleeping and even bathing.

They love each other, deeper than you can ever imagine.
So as their owner, I'll not seperate them, no matter what.
Even if I have to starve myself to buy them their daily pallets.
I'll make sure they have each other by their sides, always.

Because I know how hard it is to be seperated, even just for a few years.


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